Blargh

[nonesensed]

Having one of those days where I feel like I've forgotten how to write (which tends to happen when I edit, especially when editing not-fanfic) and I'm too exhausted from work to get anything fun done. I've spent all day doing Nothing and feeling bad about that.

Sweden isn't in quarantine (yet) and due to my job I likely won't be able to quarantine even if most people are ordered to and my bosses are Very Concerned and...yeah, like everyone else, I'm having to cancel all my planned trips coming up (no visiting my parents and sister for Easter ;_;) and am feeling rather lonely because, yanno, social distancing.

Have thus far managed not to get sick, that I know of, but my allergies are murdering me and I face-planted on asphalt two days ago and my knees and hip still hate me for that. Feeling pretty sorry for myself and the world right now.

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Okay okay, sulky rant over. Hope everyone's doing as well as they can under these circumstances! Will do my best to get my second wind tomorrow and actually get shit done. One day of exhausted staring at the ceiling will have to be enough.

Comments

[bardsley]

Hi. I hope things get better for you. I can so relate to your post. Except, I've been getting nothing done for a week. Good for you for limiting it to a day.

[nonesensed]

Thank you, I hope things get better for you too! Take all the time you need to just deal because This Is A Lot.

I've had to handle complete burnout before and have found ways to 'trick' myself into getting back in the groove of things, but the first step of that is always to allow myself the rest I need, so definitely got resting done yesterday.

Are you in complete lockdown or is it more social distancing? Either way it's tough - sometimes you've just got to stare at the ceiling for a bit.

[bardsley]

I am in Utah, USA. In my state, most places are just practicing social distancing. Actually, I live around a lot of crazy people who believe the pandemic is not a serious issue and the media is promoting hysteria.

[nonesensed]

Oh fuck, that's horrible! I hope you can stay as safe as is possible under those circumstances. Just, fuck.