The Woes of a DM

I reeeaaally wanna play D&D, ya'll! As a player.

Don't get me wrong, I love DMing, it's one of my favorite things to do! I'm definitely not getting burnout and I definitely don't regret starting two D&D groups; it's just that I'm longing to make a character of my own, with their own backstory and secrets! As DM, you're always a bit on the "outside", since you already know everyone's main backstory and all the mysteries. Sure, improve is a huge part of D&D, so you also get surprised and delighted by the twists and turns and random silliness of the game.

It's just... I wanna solves mysteries! I want to make a character that can just run around and interact with stuff, instead of having to keep track of a whole world. As much as I enjoy world building, it's also super fun to get to play in someone else's world! I've gotten to play in several different game systems - Götterdämmerung, Fallen Reich, The End of the World, Call of Cthulhu, Savage Worlds, etc. - but never D&D and I long to make a D&D character. It's my favorite system (which is why it's the main system I DM) and I have soooo many character ideas!

A friend of a friend has talked about maybe getting a group together and I'm super hopeful, though trying to not be obnoxious about it. Will have to tide things over by playing Necessary Evil until then I suppose XD